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I haven't written in awhile. 

I've been extremely busy. 

I spent six hours behind bars. 

I have five people I really actually talk to. 

I have four court dates coming up. 

I have three brothers who don't get why I'm back home. 

I have two parents that still don't trust me.

I've had one hell of a bad time dealing with all this shit that has been dumped on my plate. 

I was talking to one of my friends, one of the five that I truly keep up with. She told me to just be happy its all over. Its not, its just begun. I don't understand, I guess she wasn't really listening or she just didn't care because its not even close to over. 

As I am working through everything I just get more dumped on my plate. Every time. So I tell myself I'm going to do something for me for a change. So I do, and what do you know my parents don't approve. How can they I mean I'm probably the biggest burden in their life. That's what it feels to me anyways. 

I get up everyday and look out the window. There is green grass, beautiful trees and birds chirping. Its like one of those ridiculous movies you watch where everything is perfect. In my rich neighborhood in Vienna, it usually is. I'm just grateful I'm on this side of the dirt and not the other. I've had some great times. If you would put my in a room with a complete stranger I could keep them entertain for hours with stories. 

A lot of people say this, but truly, if you taped my life it would sell to MTV for millions. 

I should consider it. 

I should of considered it. 

I don't live that life anymore. 

Maybe one day, when its legal.

Court in ten days. 

Can't wait to get my license back. 

I want to drive my car with my stereo blaring at a nu-sense volume again.

Sorry for just a random post, they will get better but, 

For tonight

Goodnight