Letter 7 - My Ex-Girl Friend

You know, I've been dreading this post for a while, not as much as I'm dreading another post, but I think this one is definitely number two on my most dreaded letter list. I'm picking this girl because she was, more or less, the last girl I was steady and exclusive with. She was the last girl I really fell for, and had strong feelings for. Love? I don't know, but a girl that will stay apart of me forever, even if the feeling isn't mutual. I got my Brand New on, got my Mountain Dew, let's do this.

Dear Stephanie,

It's been like two years since we first met. I remember the day like it was yesterday, is that weird? I thought it was a great night, I remember how gorgeous you were that night. I remember you coming up to me, not believing that I was going to college in a couple months. I had to show you my student ID for you to trust me. I remember drinking a bit with you, I remember kissing you on the steps. I remember asking you if you were okay to drive home, and if you needed me to follow you, of coarse you said no, but you also said that you would come see me at my life guarding job. I remember hoping that it wasn't a one night thing up until you texted me the next day, and visited me a few days after that.

I know things are different now, and we barely talk, but I just wanted you to know that you really made my summer before college an amazing summer. I don't think I had more fun going out with any other girl. You made things interesting, amazing sometimes.

I loved how you came and visited me at college. I love how we rolled into my dorm, drunk as hell, with Taco Bell in our hands kicking out the rest of my roommates.

I guess the what I'm trying to say is that you made me really happy, and thank you for that. You a great person, and gave me memories that I will always remember. Even if things didn't work out, I'm glad it still happened. You taught me a lot, and I think you made myself a better person. I remember I wrote about you briefly before in my blog, it says the same things I'm saying now. That I miss you and I wish we were still friends, because frankly I don't know why we broke up in the first place. Distance? We really didn't fight that often.

In no way is this me trying to get you back, people move on, people become happy. I hope your happy, I really do.

This is me saying thank you, for giving me the time of day that night, and giving me good times after good times. Giving me cute moments after cute moments. Although over, I still cherish them.

I'll never forget singing My Guardian Angel with you.

Your ex,
Cam

P.S. I would of put better pictures up of you and me, but I think you took them all off Facebook.

But for tonight, keep reading because I skipped yesterday.